HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

Wow!! Can I just say that I am so excited! For the first time in years I have not gone in depressed and lonely mode on Valentines Day! It was great! It was just another day of the year for me. I worked till about 5:30pm, came home, went out to dinner with my parents and nephew to Chinese, came home, then went out to a party at Heidi's house. Sure do I wish I had someone special to celebrate with...yes of course...but I don't. Oh well. I think I'm still reeling off of reading the book...He's Just Not That Into You. Its a great book! Sure there were times that I felt about as big as ant and dumber than your stereotypical dumb blonde for falling for many of the behaviors exhibited in the book. But I also feel a little empowered. I am 26 and a dang good catch if I do say so myself...reaffirmed by many other girls. I am working hard to better myself and do the things the Lord would have me do. I am a daughter of my Heavenly Father and as such am royalty! Therefore I deserve to be treated as such! I deserve a guy that is into me and wants me to know that...not some smuck that is going to keep me guessing or treats me like trash and something just to be discarded or picked up on a wimb and when he's in the mood. I am 26 and its time for me to grow up and take responsibility for my stupidity and quit making excuses for boys just to make myself feel better. Its been rather clarifying and a little exhilarating. It's also been a little frustrating because I hadn't realized just how many excuses girls make until I read the book and then I look at the lives of myself and my friends and how many times to girls lie to each other to keep the other from feeling bad. I'm doing my darndest to try and keep it real. Look at what the facts actually are and judge from that instead of what we want the facts to be. Long story short...I've become more content with being single. I still would like to become a non single someday but until then I'm going to work on staying content and not depressed and woe es me.