In a funk...

Do you ever have those down moments where you wish you were anywhere but where you are and yet you can't really decide on where that would be. I mean there are a million places I'd rather be and a million things I'd rather be doing but I'm stuck...in life, relationships (self, friends, family, work, et cetera), work, school, church, et cetera. Sometimes I feel that just as I finally take one step forward I'm pushed back two. It's almost like a bad rollercoaster ride at a theme park that never ends but every once in a while it gives you the false hope of an end and just around the next corner all you find there is another hill to climb and drop, to what seems your death, or a loop de loop to follow and try not to fall off. Well I'm there and what's worse is I feel like crying, I just don't know for sure what I'm crying about or how I got to this point. Now I'm just holding on to the hope that it will get better. There is a reason we go through everything we go through...though sometimes its hard to imagine how the things we are going through or the things we are feeling can possibly be necessary or beneficial. I just pray that this funk goes away soon and that I can figure out how to get out of it.